Heechul-chan

Dear Blue, You're one of the best friends a person could ever have. You're so amazing and funny, and you definitely know how to help when someone really needs it. I met you when I was a weird kid, and now...not much has changed. I was really hostile and weird and..I really apologize for that, eheh... But, I didn't know that that would start a new friendship for me. Times were really rough back then and all I really wanted to do was intimidate people and just..be apart of the crowd. When I met you, it really changed me. I didn't know that I made contact with someone that would surprisingly be my best friend. It really means a lot to me. I lo

Sooyun laughed when she saw the shocked expression on my face. "What's wrong?" she asked, nodding her head to the beat of the music as we walked inside. "How much do I have to pay to go into a place like this?" I asked, having to raise my voice because of the loudness that surrounded us. She chuckled. "COST? Are you kidding? I can take care of that. We don't even have to pay. I'm good friends with the owner of this place, anyway." She grabbed my wrist and drug me to a less crowded area. I decided not to worry about it. If I did worry, it would probably ruin my night. I was probably just nervous about meeting new people and the costs of

It felt like Friday was there before I could even blink. --- I decided to meet up with Sooyun at the coffee shop, and maybe get a drink there. "You look nice~," Sooyun purred as she studied me. "Thanks, so do you," I said. I recently had bought my outfit. Sooyun was seriously sophisticated. She wore a black, short dress with some red heels and had her hair up in a bun. I really wished I was as gorgeous as she was. Sipping the wonderful drink I had bought, known as the 'Chocolate Storm', we sat at a different table this time. The coffee shop was more crowded than it was a few days before. Once again, I was caught staring off into space. Soo

Sooyun lead me into a very sophisticated coffee shop; possibly the best in the neighborhood. It must be a pretty chill place, since there were so many people there. Walking over to a table for two that Sooyun spotted, I sat down next to a wide window. The textures on the walls were shades of brown from light to dark. Sooyun must have noticed me checking out the textures, and tried to break the silence. "I know the best thing to get here...so I'll order two, if that's okay with you," she said, with a brief smile and headed off to the counter to order. I shrugged and nodded. While I waited, I took a good look at the people there. Everyone was

What would today bring? --- The crowded streets of Hongdae. My eyes were glued to everything around me. Colors flashed through my mind; new settings and new people. A new place to be. I still couldn't get over the fact that I was living where I had wanted to. Every street I would walk down, I could hear music and the constant chatter of people passing. It was so different and artistic. Mapo-gu, I whispered to myself. I knew the location, but I didn't recall a Joyful Morning cafe. Mapo-gu was a very crowded place, as a city would be. I also didn't want to ask for directions just yet, because I didn't want to seem clueless. Stopping for a br

Dreams, dreams everywhere. --- A calm, dark sky had filled the air. A chilled breeze flooded through my window. It was weird, I remembered shutting it. When I finally managed to go to sleep, I had dreams; which I haven't witnessed for a while now. After all of the relentlessness, I could finally dream. The dream was remarkable. I was in a field, or just a grassy area in general. Feeling unusually warm, I would hear a sudden voice in the air, next to my ear. "I wish this day could last forever", whispered a male voice. His voice was so...sweet. Almost like a song of some sort, very soft and clear. I could feel my fingertips being touched.

Sensations, sensations. --- I was in my own home. My own space. I gaped at the walls, the beautifully painted white walls. The handsome blood red carpet, the small yet large windows with a wooden frame. I was home, home at last. I inhaled strongly, and exhaled firmly. I loved everything. I could already plot out which room was which. My heart fluttered as I went into the room which was now my bedroom. It had a large window that granted my wish to see into the depths of the city, and a small park. It was right next to a small desk. A bed was on the other side of the tiny room, in a corner. There must have been someone living here before. Aft

Solitary, yet firm. --- The taxi man let me off at the front of a huge building. It was intensely large. After thanking him and paying him for the drive, I got my belongings and stepped towards the apartments. I walked inside rather slowly, eyes wide. Seeking the closest elevator, I got lost by staring at the textures on the walls. Some metallic colors, grey. Very sophisticated colors, unlike the hospital, which I was trapped in. Shaking my head, quite amused by my behavior, I found an elevator eventually. All I knew was, my apartment was number 404. I didn't know what level it would be on, my 'neighbors', or anything. I wondered if it was fu

Time kept it's separate pace. The days of waiting were over. ---- I woke up on a rather chilly Monday. My dusky brown eyes had searched around the room. Where was the nurse? Ah, it probably wasn't her job to wake me up this early. I suddenly remembered; today was the day to go to my new apartment. Excitement flowed through me at an insane pace. I was so incredibly happy, but I tried not to show it. It was almost like the cut on my chest could heal more and more almost every day. That was impossible, but I liked to think of it that way, for some reason. Lost in happiness and thought, the nurse came in. This time she came with a doctor, who I

Time was passing, and so was life. -- Many hours later, hours into the night, I woke up once more. I could barely sleep, because I was haunted by painful memories and nightmares. I tried not to fear them, but it was instinct to. I sat in my bed for another hour until the nurse came back. "Hey dear, how was your sleep?" she asked, with a mere smile. Looking at the floor and occasionally glancing at the window as I spoke, "I... I had a few nightmares, but I guess I'm alright. Some of the chest pain has gone away, since you gave me some antibiotics the last time we spoke." She nodded, with a still look on her face. She seemed very content at the